Nessie222

Yes, I know. Just wanted to give an update on my life. 

I haven't been writing a lot now. Sometimes a drawing or so, but that takes a lot of time too. 

What had happened since the last time you saw me?

Not so good news, me and my bf broke up. It just didn't work anymore. Now we are still friends, since we have been together for some long years now. 

Got a new job, the teaching was too much. Now I just have a deskjob as a secretary kinda job. I like it and it's nice. 

I found out that I had some chapters left I didn't place on dA. It's from my story 'Home Front.' I would love to finish that story one time. Who knows....

I'll place the next chapter online right away. 

Hugs 'n' Kisses, 
Nessie

Since a few days, I do sleep terrible. Not being really productive and even napping on the couch from time to time. 

So, today I started something new. Just to see how it worked and if it would work. 

As you know, I'm from the Netherlands. And - unlike you might think - I have never done drugs. No weed, XTC, MDA, Coke whatever.  

But... softdrugs is legal here. And then mostly weed. So if I wanted to, I could go to any coffeeshop and get some weed. Because weed can make you feel a little bit sleepy, also gets you high and relaxes you. 

A colleague of mine recommended something else for my lack of sleep. It's an oil made out of hemp. A few drops a day and it helps against a lot of stuff. It's an Cannabidiol (CBD) oil and it's only the non-addictive part of weed.  

Of course, because it's still kinda weed stuff, I still did some research. To me, it sounded like a miracle oil. This is what they say it was all good for: 
- Antibacterial
-Inhibits cancer cell growth
- Neuro-protective
- Promotes bone growth
- Reduces Seizures and convulsions
- Reduces blood sugar levels
- Reduces function in the immune system
- Reduces inflammation
- Reduces risk of artery blockage
- Reduces small intestine contractions
- Reduces vomiting and nausea
- Relieves pain
- Slows bacterial growth
- Suppresses muscle spasms
- Tranquilizing
- Treats psoriasis
- Vasorelaxant

I only use it to sleep better at nights, but if it does all of this too, that's certainly a plus
 
Plus side- it's not addictive, it's natural and it's really good for you
Down side - haven't found it yet. Well, yeah I just did, it doesn't really taste good...

So, try out today. Let you know tomorrow how I slept. I do feel sleepy right now... 

Good night

Sorry, I know it's been a long time. Very long time.... Almost 5 years. 

I've been very busy with work right now. I work for a school now as a teacher. So, lots of kids, lots of paperwork and lots of stuff to organize. Like the job, don't like everything around it... But, it's part of the job. 

Got a boyfriend who really loves me. He's in his last year IT stuff. He's geeky and cute. 

I know it's been long since I've updated a story or even written a story. I have decided to stick to coloring linearts instead. Well, at least for now. 

Reason why I'm still up so late? (It's like 2.45 in the morning....) 
Went to an escape room today. (Don't know what it is? Look it up. It's a big happening, especially in Holland. Very basically: You have 1 hour to escape the room/rooms.) 
Escape room with the theme: Safe House.... 

For those who don't know, I'm a little jumpy. I don't like spooky stuff, haunted houses and horror stuff...

Apparently, Safe House wasn't so safe... The killers went after us. (You don't see them of course, but at some point, there was a hideout in the cellar and there were monitors.) There was like a loud knocking on the first door, scared the hell out of me and one of my friends who's also jumpy. So we rushed downstairs. 

At some point, we saw on the monitors the killers went after us and from time to time, there was banging on that door as well. Me and my friend froze down. We held each other very tight and we didn't let go of each other for the rest of the escape room. 

And, after so many hours... I'm still jumpy. Boyfriend is fast asleep, so no strong arms to hold me... Luckily, he knows me and he won't make jokes about this. Unless he wants me to hit him accidentally...When I get jumpy, I can't control my arms or screams. 

So, I'll be awake for some more hours. Fun fact, some of my neighbors come home around this time. 

Hugs 'n Kisses, 
Nessie

Today, today is the day of liberty in Holland. It's a big celebration and we celebrate the fact that we have freedom. To be free whatever we want to do.

Every year, there has never been a big problem on May the 5th.

But there were some troubles on May the 4th, our annual day of remembrance. Two years ago, there was an idiot who started to yell during the 2 minutes of silence. This year, there was some trouble with the poem the winner of the contest wrote. It was about the Germans and people say that the Germans shouldn't be the ones we should be remembering.

But those people are wrong! They weren't the bad-ones. There were good Germans too. Those who helped the fugitives and stood up against the war. No, the bad-ones are the ones who started the war.

So it shouldn't be a matter that your uncle took the wrong decision and you writing a poem about it. I think it's brave to tell that little wrong decision to the rest of the world.

So, now that's off my chest, I've some more news; I'm going to write a new fanfiction again. It will be - again - about The Secret Show, but a little bit different.
I won't be starting now, I think I'll put the first chapter online around the end of May.

Good night and lots of 's
Nessie

Wow, it's been months since the last time I wrote a journal.

I've been good, still doing fine actually. Nothing really important going on, actually. Just busy with school and work and stuff.

I have just one other thing to mention:

Eszies-Eszie and I have started a livejournal together. We hope to post our stories there too and we might show some previews to next stories. And I already did something like that. Here is the link and we both hope to see you there soon. blondie-writers.livejournal.co…

(Yes, it will be about fanfictions mostly)

Hugs'n'Kisses,
Nessie